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Trial and error: the search for virtue

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Emmy The Great – Dinosaur Sex

Emmy The Great’s Virtue is an elegant record, touching upon the themes of religion, immigration, feminism, place, morality, and even climate change (in the most unique and approachable fashion). It’s astoundingly engaging and is – I say with readied gag reflex – a much more mature offering than 2009’s First Love. Emmy The Great’s Virtue is the best album I’ve heard this here year.

“Crane’s are lifting cargo to the sea …” “Dinosaur Sex”, an opener of engaging title, offers a theatrical edge, with the entrance of Middle Eastern horns and jungle birds broken only by reaching guitar. The juggling of power station imagery and Earth’s end etches a funereal march for humanity upon the song, like scars upon its pretty face, “Skin is peeling off of us in sheets”. It’s the end of the world. It’s the end of the world and she knows it. Or at least she dreams it. “Dinosaur sex led to nothing.” And might we? Emma-Lee Moss dreams so, and such despair bleeds through to “A Woman, A Woman, A Century Of Sleep”, as women lock-in their subservient roles, straighten their broken backs over boiling pots, morphing to objects for positioning and pleasure. Here there are great moments of depth to her voice, as well as a cinematic layering of messy backing vocals.

There’s intimate and telling disconnect on “Paper Forest (In The Afterglow Of Rapture)” as Moss elongates “I’m blessed” as if to force conviction. And the spiritual or religious attachments fail to be shunned following a first utterance, as “Creation” reads like a spoken instruction manual to the Genesis formula. There’s a perpetual line of creators within creators, and, whether intended or not, the song’s structure allows for Moss’ storytelling and her band’s instrumentation to feature in tandem. It’s a neat trick and breathes real strength into the core of the record.

“Exit Night / Julia’s Theme” brims over with the sort of painful and definite cycle of generations ending that the English grasp so well, capturing the death of a country and its people; death of an age, as certain as sunrise, and characters caught in-between, heads over shoulders with nostalgia and forward with fear. “An exit night is coming through – an exit night is coming for you.”

Such longing is cause for a stupendous interlude to the record’s penultimate track, “North”, a song whose narrator is in search for a sense of place and inclusion, speaking of land and borders and the uncelebrated arrival of the world’s immigrants: “I can’t help where I was born … if I take what I have to the North, is there room on your piece of heaven or would you turn me away again?” For the time we’re in, it’s a necessary and demanding commentary. It’s beyond the self, providing a clear gap between Emma and her peers. (Note the Dylan-styled delivery on “heaven”.)

Emmy The Great – Trellick Tower

Virtue’s closer, “Trellick Tower”, sets Moss on a course most personal and startlingly true: disclosing a lost fiancé and the vanquishing of their shared love as a result of his religious conversion, “He heard the voice I couldn’t hear … and now I’m praying for this pain to clear [yet] he’s waiting on ascension.” With admirable restraint, Moss shelves any desire to dampen the legitimacy of his decision or the subsequent pain endured, instead bathing in the flavourlessness of a home once of two but now just one.

As with every first listen, it’s a disconcerting matter to conclude anyone as either poetic or just wordy, but here it’s poetry that proves the triumphant battler. It wins in the musicality of her chosen words over any obvious classical poetic device. Variation of theme, if anything, is the triumphant winner. It works for me. Sure, this is just music and pales if not fondled by our own curiosities for the minds of storytellers, but this record has shapely depth and is stylised by terse observations over the most euphonic of instrumentation. It’s a serious offering and must be treated as such.

[Virtue: Album stream and track-by-track guide in her own words.] [Out today.]

THE LIGHT

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Pela – Waiting On The Stairs

You feel the wind before you see the light. In some stations — depending on the curve of the tunnel that disappears into the darkness to your right — the white light appears before the blast of hot, stagnant air collides with your cheek. But if you’ve been waiting for the subway long enough to notice the gust, you’ve given up on peering into the dark, searching for the train. You know where that leads: Looking for the light at the beginning of the tunnel is worst than standing still. You’re focusing on your book, glancing at the beautiful girl down the platform, skimming the 6,000-word New Yorker article you put on your iPhone for these moments. The train will arrive; it always does. You can disappear from the present.

The wind, pushed in front of the speeding hunk of metal designed to move you forward, brings you back. The people on the platform perk up, knowing this moment is the next step.

If not already visible, the light arrives, followed, undoggedly, inevitably, by the first car, the second, the third, the fourth, slowing, ever slowing until a full stop.

The doors open with a blast of cold air. You walk on, turn left, and through unfocused eyes gaze lazily into the future. [Buy.]

She will burn your house down

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Melanie Laurent – En T’Attendant

The setup is minimalistic: two thirds assuaging drawl, a teaspoon of scream, and the rest a composed offering of polished frenzy (think watered-down Funeral). The song’s arc forms not in its predictable structure, but in Laurent’s stirring delivery, birthing with scattered syllabic fumbling – vocalised jazz hands – over untranslated verse, soon weaving with choruses made distinct by a change in vocalised approach; a soothing stretch and pull of her words and their poetry – tormenting their mobility. The appeal is in the voice, of course. Sure, there’s enough to be had in the cohesive instrumental: the approachable freely-strummed guitar and the added decoration of pounding piano, timid trumpets, viola, and the confidence of aspiring backing vocals, but it is the vocals, in their palette so dry yet drenched in desire, that proves the adage of the French and their allure.

[Glorious.]

If you go down to the woods today

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The 2 Bears – “Bear Hug”

On this laptop, I have ten songs by eight individual artists splattered across my iTunes. Sabotage must’ve occurred while in-transit, leaving an army of thousands to not one sole soldier. Never mind, the headphone input is broken to the point where it picks up just the right or left ear and the basic layering of vocals and guitar only, and speaker quality borders on whispers of something boring to a deaf person. Plethroa or none, there’s no real use in worrying.

“So if you’re leaving with a bear tonight, for some lovin’ in the pale moonlight, well you know everything’s going to be all right.”

The car boasts a busted radio that gives off a straight line hiss just often enough to be reminded of its usefulness and a passenger window that fails to drop on any command – or by any attempted translation – to relieve my lungs of swamp-heat. Filling the air’s open space with my own voice is cause for concern, but mostly irritation. All the while I can’t remove this mess from my head. Without my library, things like this appeal. “I know you want it. You know you want it.” I don’t. I want my songs back.

[Hug.]

R.I.P. WOLF PARADE

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A few hours ago, Wolf Parade played its last show, a gig in Vancouver with Frog Eyes opening, before going on indefinite hiatus. Apparently, the last song they played together was Knockin’ On Heaven’s Door.

By now all of the members have other projects going on and are scattered across Canada, and I found the later material a tad stale, so it makes sense. I get it. I mean, I understand. I don’t have to like it though.

I remember clearly when I first heard Wolf Parade. On a forum I troll, someone had posted a thread entitled: “Wolf Parade – I don’t get it.” Inside was a link to the Myspace page, which was featuring the video for I’ll Believe In Anything you see above. I clicked play, watched it, and thought, “I sure as hell get it.”

It feels too off-the-cuff to be that catchy. Spencer’s shirt is ripped at the armpit, Dan and Hadji both look like they’re going to spazz out and injure themselves, and no one seems to be paying enough attention to each other to possibly be in synch. But it’s tight, it’s tight as hell, man. Yeah, I got it.

As I listened through the song for the second time, I opened a tab to Amazon.com and bought Apologies To The Queen Mary and, because it was listed as similar, Modest Mouse’s The Lonesome Crowded West.

Those two bands immediately became huge influences on my listening and aesthetic choices. I’ve seen Wolf Parade and its various side projects in four different states across half a decade. When Spencer put out Random Spirit Lover as Sunset Rubdown, it came at one of those crucial junctures of my life when, looking back, I can see how willing and earnest I was at the time, and I opened up a slab of my heart and it slotted right in there. I still consider it my favorite album of all time.

Sunset Rubdown is gone now too. Cognitively, I know all the bands I enjoy will split up or turn shitty or go on indefinite hiatus and then never resume or have members die. Mentally, I understand that. But it still feels awful raw when one of the first bands I ever fell for does it. [R.I.P..]

Yeah the doctors don’t know

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Gil Scott-Heron & Jamie XX – NY Is Killing Me

Coming out in New York.

Spurious lands

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Stephin Merritt – “Forever And A Day”

People, they visit lands and succumb to an overwhelming sense of place and belonging, as if cut from the same soil beneath them, as if made of discovered dirt. You’ve heard this before, and, isolation of shared experience apart, you trust in the merit. A home aside from home. Some place where loneliness waits as secondary. Maybe due to bucolic depictions, maybe due to a truth, Provence, France has always whispered to me with a curl of a finger. When forced from your own land, though, I wonder can such place be found or will the idyllic state of that which is left behind forever haunt?

I’m not certain what it means to be an Irish man of a time when men of similar and younger ages must flee for the most basic of chances. He was once a boy and he sang, “England is mine, it owes me a living!” It’s got the strength of a slogan, but he’s wrong. We’re owed nothing. And as long as we’re alive and willing to stand still, we’ll lie in wait for nothing. Our role is to adapt in line with the whim of others. We’re asked to leave behind the only green we know and live a pretence of building a home atop strangers. Get married to a Merritt song. It’ll last longer than land.

[Song: Nonesuch.com. Art: Yago Hortal.]

Who even does that anymore?

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Moonface – Fast Peter

Instead of lights or stop signs, the roads on Penang tend to be one-way streets that merge either left or right onto perpendicular streets at their end. Perhaps it’s not the most efficient way to design a city grid, and it’s certainly not the most navigable, but it gives traffic a soothing, fluid feel. Like I could just languidly flow through streets for hours without stopping, the wind cooling under my helmet and around my ears. Like a pool of olive oil ceaselessly seeping. Like the way an untied ponytail falls into your hand, flaxen and smooth. [Acquire.]

Nobody wants to read a poem

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Madlib – Funky Blue Note

“Funky Blue Note” is a circuit board of stuttering and scrambling vibrations and beats, guided by a visible end to sheer noise, and fascination for neighbouring sounds – the team effort. Something like that, I suppose. Through it I imagine a band of the aged; boys of ninety-three, seated and leaning, whispers and bleating. Each chasing layer of this motley-clique a spasm of their educated folly, sleight of hand and play. I see the sweat, the casual shakes, and the overhead pipe-smoke screen. The competition for air and a final breath. There’s one man on organ, holding an end note with unconcealed wincing mirth. The note, like life, colossal even as it fades. “Funky…” is thick and piercing and if you lean a shoulder too close you’ll catch a void. You’ll catch a pixel among millions, and you’ll grasp at nothing. The short straw. The point – if you can ever devise a pure point from conception to end in music – is surely that of passing on experienced devotion and with it an offering of arrested motion. Own up to the sound; it’s monstrous and demanding.

[Shades-o-blu.]

New ways to blow it

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The Gromble – Toto

She wasn’t quite sure when it started. All she knew is that one balmy night in the car she became aware that Fred was unnervingly comfortable touching her stomach.

The aircon was on to combat the sticky heat. He made some half-assed joke about babies while driving and reached over to pat her belly, where one would grow if, God forbid, she became pregnant. She pushed his arm away as quickly as she could, but he kept chuckling.

That wasn’t the first time either. It had been happening relatively frequently recently. Once, when she’d made an off-the-cuff joke about her protruding beer-belly, he’d viewed that as an invitation to palm her bulging shirt. Another time he had playfully punched her in the gut. Each time she pushed his arms away and told him not to touch her, and each time he laughed her protests off.

They weren’t dating. It wasn’t that. She knew he was harmless enough. It just felt like an invasion of personal space that she couldn’t convey was inappropriate. She wasn’t even exactly sure why it bothered her quite so much.

The slight she felt was undeniable, however. Each time, she instantly shut down in the conversation and could feel the pressed area tingle with lingering regret. She felt dirty. Which didn’t seem fair, since he was a friend and no one else seemed to ever care, but it was how she felt.

So she examined her motives. It was possible she merely felt tender there, her soft underbelly, directly between and so close in proximity to her breasts and vagina, and didn’t necessarily want to be touched there in public, even in friendly conversation, by anyone, be it Fred or a boyfriend or a mother. Some added weight in recent months surely didn’t help. That point seemed to hold some validity, but felt insufficient. Hypothesis No. 2: She had noticed, through the years, that often how she reacted to touch told her how she really felt about someone — occasionally, an instinctive recoil at the benign arm brush of someone she had previously thought she liked would underline that the relationship had been superficial and that some issue, an unwillingness of the supposed friend to show a softer side or mercy even in tougher situations for instance, would forever prevent her from truly caring about the supposed friend — and maybe her overboard emotional reaction to Fred’s contact with her stomach was her own psyche’s way of revealing her own feelings to herself, not about the touch, but about Fred himself. It was true that she’d always felt some disconnect with Fred, that, as much as she appreciated his perpetually upbeat spirit and overwhelming willingness to prioritize friendship above other important parts of life, deep down she knew the two of them would always approach life with an intrinsic, irreparable difference.

She spent a long time trying to drum up Hypothesis No. 3, because, without it, she was left with the unconvincing first guess, which she knew to be incomplete, and the cruel Hypothesis No. 2, which she wasn’t ready to fully embrace.

When she spent time exploring other reasons, her thoughts usually turned to one of two exercises. One, she would try to imagine if she would have the same reaction to others touching her belly. She couldn’t remember offhand if anyone else ever had, but was sure that at some point in her life someone must have felt her stomach, at least incidentally. Did the fact that it hadn’t imprinted her memory enough to recall now mean that it hadn’t bothered her? Or were circumstances significantly different enough to negate its impact and emotional reaction?

This exercise always frustrated her on two levels. Firstly, she couldn’t imagine her emotional reaction to anyone else touching her belly, a close girlfriend, say, because the unexpected severity of the reaction was what had so startled her and caused all this fretting in the first place. She couldn’t have predicted her reaction to Fred’s touch beforehand either, so mental experiments wouldn’t work. Secondly, she couldn’t replicate the situation with another, closer, friend, because the invitation to touch her belly would release the barrier she felt had been so crudely bashed aside by Fred. It was like the difference between her laboriously rubbing herself in the shower in an attempt to get off versus the magic and tingle and exhilaration and euphoria of someone else’s hand down the front of her pants.

The second exercise she fell back into was trying to figure out how to make Fred stop. She’d pushed his arm away consistently as quickly as she could. She had never laughed with him. She’d told him, immediately after each incident, not to touch her. And she’d fairly obviously shut down in the conversation each time.

She was extremely non-confrontational, but that wasn’t it. She felt silly. Despite being convinced of, if not the validity, then at least the accurateness and acuteness of her feelings, it seemed spurious and pitiful to address the issue separately, as in, to bring it up in a one-on-one conversation as something that needed addressed. She couldn’t even imagine how he’d react to a direct confrontation because she couldn’t imagine herself ever doing that. It wasn’t like this was happening incessantly. It was maybe once every handful of times they hung out – sparsely enough to hope the most recent time was the last and that if she just approached each situation perfectly it would never repeat itself. Furthermore, it sometimes seemed to her, given the intensity of her emotional response combined with her fully acknowledged unwillingness to confront him directly about it, that perhaps a suitable solution was to never hang out with Fred again. If he was never in the same room as her, he’d have an awfully difficult time patting her stomach.

Even considering ending the relationship of course made her think that it was an issue worth confronting him about. But wait, the non-confrontational or the malicious part of her brain (she couldn’t tell which) countered: If the whole issue is that you deep-down don’t like him on some basic human level, then is that a relationship worth keeping at all, let along engaging in scary confrontation over? In this case, the easy road might turn out the best road too.

Of course, the easier road turned out to be the wrong road a statistically staggeringly amount of the time, and so she debated back and forth. Eventually all her interior conflict, exacerbated whenever she was around him, gave her a distant, moody demeanor around him, and the mental shift caused a tangible separation in their friendship, and they drifted apart. Plus he moved 45 minutes further away. Plus she started working out at the gym and that cut into a lot of the time they used to hang out. It was a lot of things. Whatever the reasons, they stopped hanging out as much, until it wasn’t at all, and then some months went by.

They ran into each other in a Ralph’s and he said “hey there” and she said “omigosh” and they hugged and she felt comfortable enough doing that.

[grombgrombgromb]